I just want to see the light myself, but it’s so faraway.
"Before you know it it’s 3 am and you’re 80 years old and you can’t remember what it was like to have 20 year old thoughts or a 10 year old heart."
"What is necessary, after all, is only this: solitude, vast inner solitude. To walk inside yourself and meet no one for hours - that is what you must be able to attain."
Rainer Maria Rilke, Letters to a Young Poet
It’s funny how detachment even is a feeling; I have never felt so detached from all the people I love. I haven’t felt this scared in a long time, to.